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Name: Brek
Location: Puyallup, Washington, United States
Birthday: 7/28/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: playin Airsoft! check out www.renegaderecon.com or www.airsoftretreat.com for more info!, listening to music.
Expertise: (updated as of 1/20/04)Being an idiot (still true but to smaller extent), using the computer (for posting in forums mostly), getting all my music off Kazaa. (Well seeing as how I now have something like 9.25 gig in 2000 files im pretty set on the music side.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
7/21/2002
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| I guess no one ever reads this....
well if anyone does. my little bro stoped cutting him self and has gotten some help. and im tired. nite. | | |
| Its nice to be able to plop down some info on here and maybe one or 2 people read it. But today is time for venting.
Found out a week ago that my little brother (2 years younger but 6'1" and 300+lbs bigger) has been cutting on himself and talking to his girlfriend about suicide. I was like HELL NO im gunna slap some sence into him! but he has been "depressed" (he has a girl friend, tons of friends, a car, and has been gitting calls left and right from colleges for him to play football) and HE'S depressed? well hes been skipping school to hang out with losers and staying out all night. and he only comes home long enough to sleep, eat talk on the phone and computer then hes gone again. what the hell? Our mom wont do anything but has begun talking about getting him anti depressants or getting him commited for help. Im the one who has gone thru more shit than he could imagine! What do I do when im not working? Watching tv and sleeping. I dont need friends untill I get a better job and a better place to live. Cant belive hes doing this to our mom. Shes worried CONSTANTLY! and then there are the constant calls from girls! like 5 every day during school time! no wonder when he had a cell he racked up so many text message charges my mom threw out the phone! I hate him. i cant understand why hes acting like this.
whoa before i start smashing the keyboard im gunna go cool down. and i was going to post a quiz too. sorry! | | |
| 934 days and counting on Xanga
here are some questions that dont get answered.
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| Nuthin much going on with me. Slavin away and wasting hard earned money. dumb me and my fat belly! | | |
| x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? = Liposuction
x. Do you have a completely irrational fear? = dying
x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? = fidgeting,I fidget with my hands a lot
x. Are you a pyromaniac? = Is ash black?
x. Do you have too many love interests? = I don't have any.
x. Do you know anyone famous? = Yes, I tell tho.
x. Describe your bed: = the place I am at when i fall asleep.
x. Spontaneous or plan? = plain with spasms of spontaneity (i pelled it right the first time!)
x. Do you know how to play poker? = YES and Ill whip your butt anytime!
x. What do you carry with you at all times? = nothing
x. What do you miss most about being little? = peace with myself.
x. Are you happy with your given name? = no, almost noone can pronounce it right
x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? = right now ide take $2000
x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? = No
x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you? = not really
x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? = some times.
x. Do you spend more time with your boyfriend/girl or your friends? = i have noone to spend time with.
x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? = hack computers
What is your ideal marriage location? = Um... nowhere.
x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? = Drums
x. Favorite fabric? = cotton
x. What kind of bedding do you use? = right now an unzipped sleeping bag.
x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? = again no friends, if i did, no
x. What's the one language you want to learn? = Japanese
x. What do you order at a bar? = not old enuf, don't drink anymore.
x. Have you ever pierced your body parts? = on purpose? no
x. Do you have tattoos? = not yet
x. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted? = yes
x. Do you drive stick? = nothing better, unless I am in diwntown then go auto
x. What's one trait you hate in a person? = making shit up
x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? = fossil for show, armitron for work
x. Most frivolous purchase? = junk food
x. Do you consider yourself materialistic? = Nope
x. What do you cook the best? = it all cooks the same.
x. Favorite writing instrument? = fountain pens, old school is kewl!
x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? = blend in by standing out
x. What kind of books do you like to read? = realistic fiction
x. If you won the lottery, what would you do? = buy house in secluded area, buy new truck, commuter car(keep working and piss off coworkers) project tuner car, street bike, dirt bike, quad and Military spec Hummer H1
x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? = everything
x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? = ill move away from them.
x. Do you cry in front of friends? = no, I hide it when i cry.
x. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? = i think every one hates me.
x. What's one thing you like to do alone? = play video games, I hate intruptions.
x. Are you a giver or a taker? = taker
x. Whens the last time you cried? = 4 months ago, I fought with an old roomate and the rush of adrenaline was too much for me, i could barely move.
x. Favorite communication method? = email
x. How many drinks before you're tipsy? = the last time I tried it took almost 2 fifths of vodka
x. Favorite kind of porn? = hardcore and thats all I am going to say
x. Do you ever have to beg? = rarely is there any reason for me to.
x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs? = yes, I quit when I quit drinking.
x. Do you think you're cute? = slightly handsome not cute.
x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? = in front of anyone.
x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? = accidently killing my cat. | | |
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